Overload

Ok, so as usual, my mind has been on overload the past 36 hours or so. Not that I want to get into why or what's up right now though.

I do want to stay that I am ecstatic that my Mom came to see me today! I know that she spends every waking moment taking care of or cleaning up after someone, but I really just wanted her to be here. My project for the day...cleaning up the spare room! I knew that this was a project that I needed to tackle on my own, however, I wanted my Mom to be here. She came up and sat with me as I got the room back to a room. I swear it looked like a tornado has went through. I'm super excited that it looks and feels like a functional room. For awhile there I had been leaving the door shut because I didn't want anyone to see how bad it was. Now, I can't wait for Nick to come by or the girls to come up for the weekend and see the transformation.

Well, there's another thing Nick. Nick and I had an interesting weekend. I will say that there were moments of confusion, but by the time I went to sleep on Saturday night I think we were on the same page. I'm sure you are all dying to know what happened or why all the confusion. However, for now I would rather not say. I know that I have been pretty open with all of you lately and want to do so always, but there are somethings that need to be between the people involved. Nothing from this weekend was a bad thing at all...and I am very glad that we are able to communicate with each other to ensure that we are on the same page. I hope that we can remain open and honest with each other as we see where things go. As we both have reservations to getting into another relationship after the ones from our past I think that it is essential that we take our time and go with the flow as much as possible. I really like Nick and I know that he likes me...regardless of pace or titles or anything else, what will be will be and I truly believe that is out of our control, so for now, we will go with the flow and move at a pace that is comfortable for both of us. If this works then it works, if it doesn't then it doesn't.

So, as my extended weekend comes to a close I am sad that I didn't get to spend more time with my family, ecstatic that my apartment is coming together, and comfortable with where things stand with Nick.

And I think that's all you need to know for now...
...so Goodnight and I love you all!